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Sad [19 Aug 2008|09:37pm]

thewildbunny
Molly, my little girl-cat is sick. Her liver has shut down, and tomorrow I have to take her to free her from pain.
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Dr crap [19 Aug 2008|02:31pm]

frostmaiden
[ mood | frustrated ]

Went to the doc today... I'm still in the dark.  They did more xrays then they will have their people look them over then we will go from there.  I will know something in 24 hours or 7 days... just depends.  Then after that I will be sent to Ortho for some nerve testing.... then who knows after that.

I got my ears looked at and apparently it's a fabrication that my ears hurt because they look fine.  She did say something about TMJ.  I don't know what exactly that means but she thinks that's my problem.

They pulled a shit load of blood today.

I have a pinched nerve in my neck.  Been informed I need to re-arrange my desk at work.  I have a huge knot on the back of my neck.

My blood pressure was 147/87... not normal for me.  Pretty high actually.  That's a concern as well.

So, it's just a waiting game at this point.

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[18 Aug 2008|09:58pm]

apriltini
[ mood | tired ]

I feel accomplished. The water heater has been replaced and works well. The fridge has been fixed and so far is working well. I've even done a bit of cleaning. Tomorrow I have the Coumadin Clinic, Wed. is the BE workshop, and Thursday is the BE shows on QVC, and I'm hosting the mid-day chat.

I'm tired, however, and my head still hurts. I'm reluctant to take anything for it because I don't want it to fiddle with the medication. I'll suffer, I guess. I'd very much like to schedule a massage and scalp massage, but that will have to wait just a bit. Perhaps Fri. or Sat. It would be nice to do something more for myself than just retail therapy. I'll have to see what the finances are like. Getting a fridge fixed doesn't come cheap.

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[18 Aug 2008|02:21pm]

apriltini
[ mood | bored ]

I'm waiting for the fridge repair person. I'm bored. From 1-5, they said. Well, it's nearly 2:30. Really really bored.
Gah.

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What a waste... [18 Aug 2008|12:20pm]

frostmaiden
[ mood | calm ]

Or so I thought.  I called the place I had the dr appt with and they inform me that they had to cancel my appointment.  *le fucking sigh*

I got super ticked off but after I cooled off and thought about a different plan, I called another place and they have me coming in tomorrow morning at 10 am.  I really wish I would have called them sooner. I might have actually known something by now. 

Anyway, I will get my xrays looked at and my ears... right now, that's all that matters.

Yesterday, I did laundry and played some guild wars.  I got a couple of phone calls but my ears have been hurting so I'm trying not to be on the phone that much... lame but true.

I got the mommy blues... and I just feel under appreciated in so many ways.  I suppose everyone does at some point.

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[18 Aug 2008|11:40pm]

newcomers

[imaclandestine]
ABRACADABRA!

im pip. nothing special.
i see the world in black and white.
i'm not good with words.
i like boys who read books; and girls on skateboards.
i like food wrappers and fireworks.
i work at an amusement park.

it would be nice to have some friends as a first time blogger.
add me and i'll add you back.
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[17 Aug 2008|11:20pm]

apriltini
[ mood | busy ]

Cleaned the top of the fridge this evening. Dude, that was nasty. I found some dessicated pearl onions up there, and loads of dust and debris. Ewww. I could only reach the front half, too, so the back part is still all dusty. I s'pose I could grab that Swiffer duster thingy and have at it tomorrow. It extends, which is the only reason I bought it in the first place. Somebody's supposed to be coming tomorrow afternoon to fix the water dispenser in the fridge. I hope it gets fixed, doesn't take too long, and doesn't cost too much. No, I don't want much at all. :D

I had wanted to do laundry today, but that didn't happen. I was distracted by a sudden urge to throw out most of the samples of makeup I'd collected recently. Things I had not used, did not use, would not use. So I did. There're now a large number of samples in the trash. Then I organized the drawer, and threw out more things. Altogether, it was nearly an orgy of discarding and organizing. Very satisfactory. :)

I've also decided that I shall use up some of these samples, so I started with an eyeshadow. I'm going to use it every day, or as near to every day as I can, until it's all gone. Then I will select another one, and use it up as well. Why have this stuff if I won't use it? It's not logical. Then again, sparklecrackheads aren't known for being logical when it comes to their colors.

I've paid a couple of bills, and done some cleaning, so I'm knocking off for the night, and indulging in some more Sims. I so can't wait until the new expansion pack comes out at the end of the month. That one looks like so much fun. :)

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[18 Aug 2008|12:27am]

frostmaiden
Robert Browning

A Woman’s Last Word

Let's contend no more, Love,
Strive nor weep:
All be as before, Love,
---Only sleep!

What so wild as words are?
I and thou
In debate, as birds are,
Hawk on bough!

See the creature stalking
While we speak!
Hush and hide the talking,
Cheek on cheek!

What so false as truth is,
False to thee?
Where the serpent's tooth is
Shun the tree—

Where the apple reddens
Never pry---
Lest we lose our Edens,
Eve and I.

Be a god and hold me
With a charm!
Be a man and fold me
With thine arm!

Teach me, only teach, Love
As I ought
I will speak thy speech, Love,
Think thy thought—

Meet, if thou require it,
Both demands,
Laying flesh and spirit
In thy hands.

That shall be to-morrow
Not to-night:
I must bury sorrow
Out of sight:

--Must a little weep, Love,
(Foolish me!)
And so fall asleep, Love,
Loved by thee.
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It's called... [17 Aug 2008|10:56pm]

frostmaiden
[ mood | blank ]

Hoping for nothing and it coming true.

Gotta love life. It's a cynical bastard with a cruel sense of humor.
I should be use to that by now.

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[17 Aug 2008|10:36pm]

lizardlover
Tomorrow is a week since the surgery. I can now pee without excruciating pain. I have three stitches which I can't bust and it's rained every fucking day except today. My dad came out to mow the lawn and told me he wasn't doing around the pool, I could. Yeah right. I'm not supposed to do anything for a month. Guess he doesn't understand this concept.

I can drive now. The painkillers are done. I just can't go the gym or walk faster than an 80 year old hobble.

The wild blueberry festival was this weekend. I didn't go but did take pics of the fireworks. I broke my tripod and someone offered to help me fix it. Guess his wife didn't want to because they weren't home when I called. So I wait. And wait.

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All moved in... [16 Aug 2008|08:19pm]

frostmaiden
[ mood | blah ]

We got her all moved in... FINALLY!  That is an all day affair.  I'm physically and emotionally drained.  Topped off.

I never thought it would be like this... I just didn't think I would be so...

Anyway, I've been dealing with an earache from hell for several days now.  It's gotten pretty rough.  I figure if it can just hang till my doc appointment, I'll have it looked at.  No need for more than one trip.

I have so much crap to do.  Laundry, cleaning this shithole up and pretending that I care tomorrows my birthday.  I'd rather just tuck myself in bed and sleep it away.  I don't want to be around anyone and I don't want them to wish me a happy birthday.  Yeah, I am a bitch and I am in a funk.  What of it?

I'm just disjointed.

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Da Dum da dum! [16 Aug 2008|07:29am]

thewildbunny
Wedding plans are in full swing. The family has been invited, we are only waiting on a couple of "maybe's" to give their final answer.

I'm trying to make this as cost effecient and stress reduced as possible. Most of my family have stepped up to take over the meal planning. I keep drawing the line at decorations, though. I'm not into this stuff:


And neither is DaMan. I figure tablecloths in a fall pattern will do nicely. But I'm getting outvoted on it. Though, I'm not going to pout. Family members are wanting to do stuff, and they aren't asking me to cough up money to do it, well, I can't complain, can I? But no going overboard!! I agreed to a floral centerpiece for table. My best friend has also offered to get me a bouquet. That was really sweet of her. But then, being my best friend, and needing to give me shit (because that's what best friends do) she proceeded to tell me that she would make the bouquet out of toilet paper, so when the ceremony comes, and I start my usual water works, I'll have nose blowing material handy. Bitch. I love her to pieces. :D

I do have a cool story regarding my dress. I saw it online, but it was out of stock in anything resembling my size (which is much smaller than I'd previously thought, which is weird, but apprecaited). I found a dress, very similar, same style, but different colors, and would have been happy with it, but something kept me from buying it right away. I made plans to out looking for dresses (today, actually...I haven't done a mall-crawl in almost a year) with my friend, but I kept going back to the first dress. A couple of days ago, I looked at the dress again, and found that there was one in my size listed on the size. They must have had a return! I tried all day to buy it, but it wouldn't go into the shopping cart, so I assumed that someone got there before me and bought it, and the site hadn't updated. But I figured if it happened once, it might happen again. So yesterday I cruised in there first thing in the morning, and VIOLA! There was another listing in a size that is one smaller than I feel comfortable wearing.

OK I know that sounds odd, but a actually do fit into that size. It's just that I've been a fat person for so long, that I'm used to buying "baggy," I have just always felt more comfortable in looser fitting clothes. But as I've lost weight, I've found that I'm able to fit into stuff that's 2 to 3 sizes smaller than I would think would be OK. It's an odd feeling, not to consider myself grossly overweight anymore. But I digress.

So I tried to snap up the dress, and apparently I got it! it went into the shopping cart, I paid for it, and it said it went through. Then i started stalking the order status page - waiting for it to tell me it was all a mistake, and they didn't really the dress in that size, or put it on back order or something. about every other time I checked that webpage, it would tell me I had no open orders. What does that mean??? I tried to be cool about it, I mean the other half of the time it was telling me that the order was being processed. I figured I could give it until Monday before I blew my stack.

When I got up early this morning there was an email from the company. My dress shipped last night!! WHOO HOO! And I upgraded to expedited shipping, so I should have it Monday or Tuesday. *TAP DANCE*

And here it is...It's so pretty, and very non-wedding-ish. But I love it all the same:


The website won't allow the larger picture of the dress to be linked, so if you want to see it in all it's glory, this is the URL: http://www.lanebryant.com/pagebuilder/lane_bryant_product_page?item=1686187&pagesize=3.

If you look at the "if you like this, you might also like this" on the right, that was my number 2 choice. It's very nice, but I'm glad I got my favorite choice.

Wow, for someone that was trying to be low-key about this whole wedding thing, I'm sounding all girly and shit.

Someone needs to remind me to tell my Starbucks-rant & rave story next.
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[15 Aug 2008|11:54pm]

apriltini
[ mood | tired ]

I'm not feeling well tonight. Kinda psycho, and physically off. It'll pass. I'm also stressed out about the fantasy football draft tomorrow. I'm starting to have regrets about doing it again. Ugh.  I really can't believe it's almost midnight. Shit. I still have a bunch of things I needed to get done, but I spent most of the last 3 hours on that fucking football stuff.

Guess I'd better go get at least one thing taken care of before I crash for the night. *unhappy sigh*

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yay! [15 Aug 2008|09:14pm]

newcomers

[thegooch]
[ mood | bored ]

finally got a new journal. im pretty dull yet siL (silly). I feel like you should add me :)

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[15 Aug 2008|01:57pm]

apriltini
The water heater's been replaced. YAY!!! The thing was a mess. Rust spots, leakage, and water between the tank and the insulation. Just a total mess. One of the guys told me that when the old one was installed, a galvanized pipe was matched up with a copper pipe. That's bad. The two together will cause electrolysis, which will eat up one of the pipes. I can't remember which one. He showed me, and it was gross. He said they should have used a brass fitting, which wouldn't have caused a problem with the copper pipe. The new heater is all clean and shiny and white. It's purty. :)  It's also much quieter than the old one, and the old enclosure was taken apart and carried away, so I can get to the heater now without any trouble. Just gotta wait until the floor is dry before I can put everything away.

Now that the water heater is done, I've scheduled a service call to repair the fridge for Monday. Hopefully that will go smoothly and be done quickly.

I'm tired, so am taking the rest of the day off. *snort*
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hi [14 Aug 2008|11:14pm]

newcomers

[fangxxx]
[ mood | restless ]
[ music | 30 minutes- tatu ]

hey my names hailee im not so new but i still have  no clue what im doing and i dont have any friends yet lol add me?
im 14 i live in utah and im really random.. i love music. get to know me.

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Current affairs [14 Aug 2008|05:34pm]

apriltini
[ mood | concerned ]

So here's my brief take on the Georgia/Russia fighting: Georgia started it by invading South Ossetia. There was no call for that, and it was a carefully timed operation, to start when everyone was distracted by the Olympics. I didn't have a problem with Russia stepping in and pretty much putting a stop to it, at least at first. However, Russia went way overboard, and shows no signs of going home. I don't trust anything their spokespeople say. Not one word of it. Their government has proven countless times they cannot be trusted, and will lie to your face with  no compunction. They will push as far as they can with Georgia, and unless actual military intervention happens, they will, at the very least, carve out a section of Georgia itself, apart from South Ossetia and Abkahzan(sp?) for their very own, in an attempt to weaken Georgia. If they can take over the entire country, they will do so and make all sorts of excuses about why it had to happen. The down and dirty is that they're threatened by Georgia's desire to join NATO, and will do anything to prevent that, and if that provides them a way to intimidate other countries into not joining NATO, then all the better.

If we weren't busy "looking for Bin Laden" in Afghanistan and repairing Iraq, which we had no business messing with in the first place, we could probably take Russia. The situation being fucked up, there's really not much we can do, militarily. Our military is busy chasing herrings. I should check out BBC and see what they have to say. American media is extremely limited, and has a very very narrow world view. Propaganda for the masses.

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I miss my BSG [13 Aug 2008|08:32pm]

data_warrior
Still wanna be Starbuck, still crushing on Roslin, still 'shipping Starbuck/Roslin, and cannot wait until 2009. So here are a few of my fav vids!

Title: Mainstream
Vidder: charmax
Pairing: Gen Starbuck
Spoilers: Through S2
Link: imeem

Title: Promiscuous Girl
Vidder: beerbad
Pairing: Starbuck/Roslin
Spoilers: Through S2
Link: YouTube

Title: In the Cold Light of Morning
Vidder: hollywood
Pairing: Gen Starbuck
Spoilers: Through S1
Link: LJ

Title: Safe from Harm
Vidder: aycheb
Pairing: Gen Roslin
Spoilers: Through S3 + webisodes
Link: imeem

Title: A Bitter Song
Vidder: hollywoodgrrl
Pairing: Gen skinjobs
Spoilers: Through S3 + webisodes
Link: imeem


Gimme yer vid recs!
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[13 Aug 2008|12:31am]

apriltini
[ mood | calm ]

Called my mom this evening. She sounds better. Still a touch tired, but much stronger than Friday. She did not get her blood checked Monday, like she was told to, but had it done this morning. That is, if she can be believed. She's been losing track of her days. Her INR was 4.5 or 4.6, can't remember which one. Way too high, in any case. She was told to skip a couple of days of Coumadin to try to bring it down, and will be retested Thursday. I'm concerned, but not alarmed. These things happen. She has several doctor appointments next Tuesday, so my sister will be going over there Monday and going with her. She likes to hear things firsthand, and I don't blame her a bit.

Princess and I are going for ice cream and some more TV. After I pound the caps button a few more times. Damn keyboards.

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INR [12 Aug 2008|05:49pm]

apriltini
Today's INR-2.2
Last week-2.0
Week before-3.1

Not much to say, really.

My neck hurts.

Not dead yet.
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